Day 8: What you ate today [Hannah]

I woke up really late so my entire intake today got all squashed together.

Breakfast, yoghurt and an apple and green tea :3
Lunch, a fresh salad and a quorn filet
Dinner, mashed potatoes and soy sausage

Had some snack in between but I didn't think it was necessary to write down

Day 7: Five pet peeves [Hannah]

In no particular order:

* Kids on buses or trams. They are loud. They are annoying as hell and especially in the morning when you're tired as fuck and just want some freaking peace and quiet. AND THEY ARE EVERYWHERE. Can't they just sit down and be calm and nice for one second :(


* People who walks abnormally slowly or decides that it's an awesome idea to just stop and stand in a small group and talk/be an idiot in the middle of somewhere people are walking. WHAT THE FUCK GET OUT OF MY WAY PLEASE. JUST MOVE. DON'T STAND HERE, PEOPLE ARE WALKING, I'M IN A CONSTANT HURRY AND YOU'RE RUINING MY PERFECT PACE. JUST DIE AND GTFO.


* People who complain and "brag" about a personal problem of theirs, writing on the internet about how hard it is on them etc etc etc when it's really something you just DON'T talk about like that. You are clearly just an attention whore who are fishing for pity. asdfghjkl.

* Girls at concerts, bragging about them meeting the band and everyone loves that person immediately. Can I just puke all over you? Not only because I'm jelly of you, but also because shut up. JUST SHUUUUT UUUUUUP. /Freeny knows/


* When a couple decides to make out wildly in front of me on the tram/bus. Get a room ok? It's cute and all, but seriously, I don't enjoy watching you ugly fucks eating each others faces when I just had lunch. Thanks bye.


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Please note: I love exaggerating. All of the above should be taken with a grain of salt.

#7: Five pet peeves [Freeny]

- Unproper grammar.
I care a lot about spelling things correctly and putting the words in their proper order. I see people continously abuse the English language on Facebook and Twitter everyday, and I'm sitting here just like


- People who talks shit about someone they don't know.
Just because someone looks or acts a certain way when you first get to know them doesn't mean that they're bad people. If they've done nothing to really offend you, there's no use in coming up with ridiculous assumptions about them and telling everyone about them. It just makes you look bad.

- People who brag.
And then play it off as if they're not bragging at all. OH MY GOD. SHUT UP.

- When you're happy all day because Glee's on that night, and then come home to find out it's not airing.
First I'm all

and then I'm just sad


- Finding out you have a homework assignment the same day it was supposed to be handed in.


My memory really just sucks when it comes to those things.

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So, those were some of my pet peeves. Another pet peeve I have is people who talk about their pet peeves as if they're really that bad... As if there's not enough negativity in the world already, right?
xo /Freeny

#6: Your views on mainstream music [Freeny]

To get a good perspective on this topic I had to wikipedia the term 'mainstream music', because people throw it around like a whore and insult people who like it. And as we all know, Wiki's got all the answers.

"[...] the mainstream includes all popular culture, typically disseminated by mass media."

So the question really is; do I like the songs on the radio? Yes. Not all, but yes.

xo /Freeny

Day 6: Your views on mainstream music [Hannah]

"[...] the mainstream includes all popular culture, typically disseminated by mass media."

I don't really listen to radio, or watch mtv (except for mtv rocks sometimes) and it's mostly because I don't like the music they play (exception: mtv rock). I don't know.. Why is this 30 days challenge so hard? God damnit.

Ok. I listen to music I like. If I don't like it, I'll turn the goddamn radio off/change channel. Whatever. asdfghj. What is mainstream music anyway.

Love Will Tear Us Apart

I was pacing through the centralstation in the city where I go to school to catch my bus this sleepy afternoon. Despite walking through a haze of hunger and sleep depravation something caught my eye. It was a small photo collection chosen to be displayed on a greater scale for people walking by to see. They were beautiful pictures of landscape, handcrafted with an eye for capturing moments mixed with nice editing skills. One of them, though, said "Hate will tear us apart". It was written in wet sand for effect, maybe to remind us that the simple touch of water could erase the phrase and simultaneously its meaning.

However, the line stirred up my thoughts as I continued making my way to the bus. I've recently come to realize that hate is very bonding. I've caught myself exaggerating my negative feelings to fit in to a certain group. So I thought to myself that, no. Hate is what keeps people together, because if you hate something together you are an incredible force. It's easier to share hate than love nowadays. Just look at how much fame Justin Bieber and Rebecca Black have received, almost all due to the haters. Hate doesn't tear us apart. It bonds us and makes us feel important. Like our opinion matters.

When it comes to love, though, I'm not so sure anymore. Love is so vulnerable. And as the thoughts unfolded in my mind this ordinary afternoon I realized that love tears us apart on a greater scale than hate ever has.

I know I sound like a cynic, but believe me, I don't intend to. For all I know love might come along and prove me wrong some day.

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xo /Freeny

#5: Things you want to say to an ex [Freeny]

To the boys whose hearts I broke when I was five or six years old: I'm sorry. I hope you've gotten over the trauma of having me ask you to be with me only to break up with you over and over again.
I guess you kind of got back at me in middleschool when the tables turned, though.

That is all.

xo /Freeny

Day 5: Things you want to say to an ex [Hannah]

Wellllllll I don't have any exes so... here's two cute gif:s to make up for a boring post!

#4: Bullet your whole day [Freeny]

Today, I woke up fighting the urge to fall asleep. After failing a couple times, I scrambled out of bed and took a quick shower, trying not to just stand there with the water spraying on me. Even though I love that feeling, I had no time for it this morning. I had, as always, woken up much too late. After the shower I washed my face and put make up on. I then proceeded to my room to blow dry and straighten my hair so that I'd at least look pretend-pretty.

I put some clothes on and had a too hasty breakfast. Then I sat down in the car for my dad to drive me to school. Him driving me only happens on rare occasions, and luckily he's able to do that those dreaded mornings when the first class starts at 8 am.

The first classes, religion and english, went by pretty fast. I had lunch, practiced playing my songs with my classmates and then performed my 15 minute-concert in front of my class. It was an assignment for the course Music and Communication, and I think it went pretty well. The theme I chose was "Green Day tribute", and as I know most of their songs by heart already I felt pretty confident doing it.

Then I had textcommunication, where we were supposed to discuss commercials, but Hannah and I discussed fanfiction and tumblr instead. After that class, I had a guitarlesson. It went pretty well, but I was pretty low at that point because I was so hungry.
After school I took the tram to town and hung out with Hannah for a couple hours. We continued discussing different life changing topics such as the members of My Chemical Romance and fun memes.

When I came home I immediatly watched the latest Glee episode, Rumours, which was good, but not as good as Born This Way. The performances were slightly weaker (except for Santana's Songbird and Rachel's Go Your Own Way) and the episode in its whole kind of felt like a filler. I did appriceate, though, how you got to see another side to Sam, since he's always just kind of been there with nothing else to contribute with other than his weird jokes that no one laughs at and his oh, so trouty mouth. It also sort of comforted me how the Glee club members always have each others backs. I don't know. Oh, and the Brittany and Santana situation... Need I say more? I love every inch of it. Please, just get the fuck on with it already. I have a not so secret crush on Brittany for everybody's information.

Afterwards I read what I had left to read of Unholyverse part #1 (a MCR fanfic), and with mixed feelings and slight disappointment I discussed the ending with Hannah. As per usual.

Here are some Glee gifs just to make everything feel good.

she is so. freaking. CUTE.

Mmkay, that's enough. I love how Glee always makes you discover new music. I'm currently listening to Fleetwood Mac's Rumours and I really like it.

xo /Freeny

Day 4: Bullet your whole day [Hannah]

I woke up too late, overslept as usual. I ate some breakfast and took a shower, and then I just spent the rest of my freetime in front of my computer before heading to school. I missed my morning class so I only had texcommunication left.

After that, I went into town and waited for Freeny to finish school. I spent the time walking in and out of different shops, stopping and trying on clothes in some stores and so on. Then I hung out with Freeny, had a good time as always.

When I got home I had dinner and then I watched some tv and sat in front of my computer, studying and editing some photos. And tumblring of course.

#3: A book you love [Freeny]

This is the story of a young girl who has everything, yet she decides to take her life by overdosing. She wakes up again, but is committed to a psych ward where she's supposed to spend her last days, as that's all she has left due to the damage done to her inner organs. She's happy about that fact, but her experiences in the hospital makes her reconsider her previous actions.

This is a book I just recently read. Probably about a year ago if I remember correctly. However, it made a big impact on me, and I love the way the author puts the maincharacter's feelings into words. A book I recommend to anyone who's ever wanted to just let go.

xo /Freeny

Day 3: A book you love [Hannah]

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (Swedish version)
I love all Harry Potter books, I've grown up with them, with the characters and the story. I'm soooo glad that my mom bought the first book for me when I was nine (I might have been even younger, around 8 maybe?), I wouldn't have been where I am today if it weren't for these books, seriously. I probably wouldn't have the friends that I have today, and I wouldn't go to the school I go to. Everything would be totally different. I can't wait to get a Deathly Hallows symbol tattoo!

Day 2: Something you feel strongly about [Hannah]

Vegan/vegetarianism & animal liberation.

The fact that we live in the 21th century and still kill animals to eat and wear, is just horrible. We don't NEED it, we're just being selfish and cruel. And it disgusts me. I'm not gonna write a long argumentation about it, but this is what I feel extremely strongly about.

And, just so you know, one of the most annoying things ever is when people say that they love their animals and that they are against animal cruelty and still can go home and have a steak for dinner that night without feeling any guilt. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU??
No, you're not an animal lover when you can still chew down a fucking animal. Have you seen how cute pigs or cows are? You might as well just cook your pet and have them for dinner!

Go watch ”Eartlings” and ”Meet Your Meat” (I think you can watch them online for free, just google it) and read ”Eating Animals”.

Ugh. I hate humans.

#2: Something you feel strongly about [Freeny]

As we all know; Osama Bin Laden is dead. His death doesn't matter to me. I simply don't care about him at all. What made me feel anything when these news broke was the reaction from the public eye.

People are cheering all over the internet and seeing his death as a victory. I'm astounded. As my friend wrote on Twitter, "I will never celebrate anyone's death." And as our discussion continued in chat, she said "People should know there's no such thing as the bad guy." Very wise words. Because the villain in your story is the hero in their own.

This doesn't change the fact that he's claimed guilty for those crimes. I only wish people would be a little more discreet about their feelings on the matter, however joyful they might be.

All I know about Osama Bin Laden for certain at this point is this.

xo /Freeny

Day 1: Five ways to win your heart! [Hannah]

I REALLY DON'T KNOW

I have never ever been in love so it's extremely hard for me to try to figure out all this. I only know what I like in guys I can't have hahaha. (band members, actors, fictional characters etc) and I'm not even sure if the things I like with them are something I like in 'real' people.

I agree with Freeny though,

#6. Being Frank Iero
... the things I would do with/to you shouldn't even be mentioned.

xx,
Hannah

#1: Five ways to win your heart!

I have to admit, this first 'challenge' is fucking lame. However, I'm going to do it without getting sidetracked..

1: Having a talent
Talented people are cool. And talent doesn't have to mean being able to draw or sing well, but just having cool ideas about things.

2: Being funny
If you have the ability to make me laugh, I'm going to like you a lot more. Obviously.

3: Being charismatic
When it comes to romance I've found that I'm a lot more attracted to people who are more outgoing than me. It helps me coming out of my shell.

4: Chemistry
You can't choose who you have chemistry with, but it's a need.

5: Out of the ordinary
I won't settle for less... And being out of the ordinary doesn't have to mean that you do huge things like buying me a dozen fucking roses every day or writing my name on a huge billboard (even though that would be pretty cool), but to see me as a person rather than just someone you want to have sex with. There, I said it! Haha.

Sooo yeah. That's pretty much it.

Oh, and #6: Being Frank Iero.

xo /Freeny

30 Day Challenge

WE'RE BACK!

I know. We've been quiet and away for two goddamn years. I blame The Used. When they stopped posting here to "blog more on their website" (yeah, good job there guys), I guess we became uninspired and the blog was no longer a priority for any of us.
So to all of our followers - we are back. And as I'm skimming through our old entries, I can't help but weep. Not because of the nostalgic factor but the horrid feelings I get as I realize how terrible our grammar used to be. Noted, english isn't our first language, but MAN! We were bad. I'm happy to announce that our english skills have improved and that we're going to bring some quality to this goddamned blog.

These two years have just flown by. It's weird to say 2009 was two years ago... It feels like yesterday. However, I'm more than happy that those years are behind us and that we're getting closer to our futures (and that my horrible haircuts only haunt my dreams and not my every day life). I'm also happy to announce that Hannah is graduating in June. I have another year left, though. We're the same age, but I changed my major and chose to do over a year. I like studying music a lot better than studying photography and film, so I know I made the right decision. That doesn't cancel out the fact that I have yet another year of endless studies and homework to be buried alive in, but at least I'm able to postpone the important life decisions that Hannah is struggling with now until next year.

So, some milestones in the SchizoComa history that has been going down since last time?
- Concerts! Four Green Day concerts (amazing), two Billy Talent concerts (amazing), two My Chem concerts (awesome), The Bouncing Souls (coool), 30 Seconds To Mars (meh), Paramore (ugh), etc.
- Having met bandmembers we both look up to
- Overcoming our way of dealing with anxiety
- Overcoming some of our stagefright and social awkwardness
- Hannah won an award for her photographs in School (so fucking cool and awesome, she's running for the same award this year)
- Hannah's birthday is in 13 days! She'll be nineteen! We're so old now :(

And a lot more. I can't think of everything now, but I guess the changes will become more apparent as we write this blog. We're also doing a 30 days-list with different topics to write about every day. Those entries will probably be kept pretty short unlike this one. The length of them will probably depend on the topic, but I'll try to be brief. I'm very elaborate when I write which I'm trying to tone down.. heh. Guess I haven't improved on that stage at all yet. Sorry, mrs Abrahamsson?

Anyways, it's good to be back! We're still crazy, fangirly and all that jazz so start following our blog for some epic shizz.

xoxo /Freeny

"I was young, I was angry, I just didn't care"

I hate it when this happens. I did the same thing that Hannah did yesterday; turned off my alarm clock in my sleep. Quinnsidence much? (Í am aware of that I spelled coincidence wrong, I just wanted a smile on Hannah's face. Grin, idiot, GRIN).

One thing that's funny is that 'grin' in swedish means .. well, kind off crying. Grina, it's called here. But you don't say it very much, it's just another word for cry. And it means kind off, that you're a pussy if you cry. Haha. This shit is hard to explain. xD

So here I am, being fat and eating candy... Maybe I should do the same thing as Hannah and DON'T eat candy for a while? I think about sweet stuff too much. Maybe I should start to eat actual food for once?

Ah well. Maybe baby. Du du du du - du du - du du du du du...
No one gets what I'm saying, yes? Yes. Good bye.

- Freeny

THE HAIR!!!

HOLY CRAP!
I can't believe it... THE HAIR is gone!
So... Jackson is going to wear a wig in New Moon then? I'm gonna miss Jasper's awesome-weird-but-still-awesome hair so much ♥.
Do I sound like a fangirl? Well duh, I kind of see myself as a fangirl and I don't think that's something bad....if you aren't totally obsessed and extremely crazy about it. And you know... I'm not crazy. At least not that much. It's not like I want to kill Ashley for being his wife in Twilight and New Moon and so on. I'm just jealous, not despiteful.

So anyway... Frida, aren't you happy now? His awesome-weird-but-still-awesome hair is gone so I imagine that you are very spiteful at the moment. I'm not. I MISS HIS HAIR.
Not crazy, not crazy, ... Just ... disappointed.