#2: Something you feel strongly about [Freeny]

As we all know; Osama Bin Laden is dead. His death doesn't matter to me. I simply don't care about him at all. What made me feel anything when these news broke was the reaction from the public eye.

People are cheering all over the internet and seeing his death as a victory. I'm astounded. As my friend wrote on Twitter, "I will never celebrate anyone's death." And as our discussion continued in chat, she said "People should know there's no such thing as the bad guy." Very wise words. Because the villain in your story is the hero in their own.

This doesn't change the fact that he's claimed guilty for those crimes. I only wish people would be a little more discreet about their feelings on the matter, however joyful they might be.

All I know about Osama Bin Laden for certain at this point is this.

xo /Freeny

Day 1: Five ways to win your heart! [Hannah]

I REALLY DON'T KNOW

I have never ever been in love so it's extremely hard for me to try to figure out all this. I only know what I like in guys I can't have hahaha. (band members, actors, fictional characters etc) and I'm not even sure if the things I like with them are something I like in 'real' people.

I agree with Freeny though,

#6. Being Frank Iero
... the things I would do with/to you shouldn't even be mentioned.

xx,
Hannah

#1: Five ways to win your heart!

I have to admit, this first 'challenge' is fucking lame. However, I'm going to do it without getting sidetracked..

1: Having a talent
Talented people are cool. And talent doesn't have to mean being able to draw or sing well, but just having cool ideas about things.

2: Being funny
If you have the ability to make me laugh, I'm going to like you a lot more. Obviously.

3: Being charismatic
When it comes to romance I've found that I'm a lot more attracted to people who are more outgoing than me. It helps me coming out of my shell.

4: Chemistry
You can't choose who you have chemistry with, but it's a need.

5: Out of the ordinary
I won't settle for less... And being out of the ordinary doesn't have to mean that you do huge things like buying me a dozen fucking roses every day or writing my name on a huge billboard (even though that would be pretty cool), but to see me as a person rather than just someone you want to have sex with. There, I said it! Haha.

Sooo yeah. That's pretty much it.

Oh, and #6: Being Frank Iero.

xo /Freeny

30 Day Challenge

WE'RE BACK!

I know. We've been quiet and away for two goddamn years. I blame The Used. When they stopped posting here to "blog more on their website" (yeah, good job there guys), I guess we became uninspired and the blog was no longer a priority for any of us.
So to all of our followers - we are back. And as I'm skimming through our old entries, I can't help but weep. Not because of the nostalgic factor but the horrid feelings I get as I realize how terrible our grammar used to be. Noted, english isn't our first language, but MAN! We were bad. I'm happy to announce that our english skills have improved and that we're going to bring some quality to this goddamned blog.

These two years have just flown by. It's weird to say 2009 was two years ago... It feels like yesterday. However, I'm more than happy that those years are behind us and that we're getting closer to our futures (and that my horrible haircuts only haunt my dreams and not my every day life). I'm also happy to announce that Hannah is graduating in June. I have another year left, though. We're the same age, but I changed my major and chose to do over a year. I like studying music a lot better than studying photography and film, so I know I made the right decision. That doesn't cancel out the fact that I have yet another year of endless studies and homework to be buried alive in, but at least I'm able to postpone the important life decisions that Hannah is struggling with now until next year.

So, some milestones in the SchizoComa history that has been going down since last time?
- Concerts! Four Green Day concerts (amazing), two Billy Talent concerts (amazing), two My Chem concerts (awesome), The Bouncing Souls (coool), 30 Seconds To Mars (meh), Paramore (ugh), etc.
- Having met bandmembers we both look up to
- Overcoming our way of dealing with anxiety
- Overcoming some of our stagefright and social awkwardness
- Hannah won an award for her photographs in School (so fucking cool and awesome, she's running for the same award this year)
- Hannah's birthday is in 13 days! She'll be nineteen! We're so old now :(

And a lot more. I can't think of everything now, but I guess the changes will become more apparent as we write this blog. We're also doing a 30 days-list with different topics to write about every day. Those entries will probably be kept pretty short unlike this one. The length of them will probably depend on the topic, but I'll try to be brief. I'm very elaborate when I write which I'm trying to tone down.. heh. Guess I haven't improved on that stage at all yet. Sorry, mrs Abrahamsson?

Anyways, it's good to be back! We're still crazy, fangirly and all that jazz so start following our blog for some epic shizz.

xoxo /Freeny

"I was young, I was angry, I just didn't care"

I hate it when this happens. I did the same thing that Hannah did yesterday; turned off my alarm clock in my sleep. Quinnsidence much? (Í am aware of that I spelled coincidence wrong, I just wanted a smile on Hannah's face. Grin, idiot, GRIN).

One thing that's funny is that 'grin' in swedish means .. well, kind off crying. Grina, it's called here. But you don't say it very much, it's just another word for cry. And it means kind off, that you're a pussy if you cry. Haha. This shit is hard to explain. xD

So here I am, being fat and eating candy... Maybe I should do the same thing as Hannah and DON'T eat candy for a while? I think about sweet stuff too much. Maybe I should start to eat actual food for once?

Ah well. Maybe baby. Du du du du - du du - du du du du du...
No one gets what I'm saying, yes? Yes. Good bye.

- Freeny

THE HAIR!!!

HOLY CRAP!
I can't believe it... THE HAIR is gone!
So... Jackson is going to wear a wig in New Moon then? I'm gonna miss Jasper's awesome-weird-but-still-awesome hair so much ♥.
Do I sound like a fangirl? Well duh, I kind of see myself as a fangirl and I don't think that's something bad....if you aren't totally obsessed and extremely crazy about it. And you know... I'm not crazy. At least not that much. It's not like I want to kill Ashley for being his wife in Twilight and New Moon and so on. I'm just jealous, not despiteful.

So anyway... Frida, aren't you happy now? His awesome-weird-but-still-awesome hair is gone so I imagine that you are very spiteful at the moment. I'm not. I MISS HIS HAIR.
Not crazy, not crazy, ... Just ... disappointed.

Okay, so it's been a while...

Don't y'all miss us? We haven't blogged since last month... That is sooooooo sad.

I have nothing important to tell you, so I'll just write about my day.

I woke up 20 minutes before my bus would come, so I got dressed and brushed my teeth, and went to the buststation. But when I got there, I looked at my cell, and it was 6:02 am. What the fuck? My bus was coming 7:05, in an hour. So I called my dad to see if it really WAS 6 o'clock.. And it was. I had set my alarm wrong yesterday, so yeaah... I went home again, and sat by the computer.
Then... I took the right bus to School. Haha. It was all really weird actually, I can't believe how stupid I can be... And what the hell did my dad think of me when I called him up to ask what time it was? XD

School was... normal. Elin, Hannah and Sofi weren't there, so there was just me and Nenne.
We had media, a loooong break and english. Then we where supposed to have athletics after the even loooonger break, aka 1 hour and 45 minutes. But I didn't have my clothes with me, so I just stayed to keep Nenne company. So we had some food... We had fun, really. She's a cool gal! :D

But I missed Hannah... and Elin and Sofi of course. But mostly Hannah. I haven't seen her in how long? Last monday? Jeez, how do I survive? It sucks that she's sick.

Other than that, things've been, well, the usual. Okay, not really the usual. But kinda. Whatever, I gotta stay strong whatever happens, right? Thought so. So no need whinin' bout stuff... It wont make a difference anyway. And the stuff that's been tough is going to work out soon enough.

Okay, this became an emotional rant instead of a blog about my day... xD Sorry about that.


AND... GREEN DAY'S NEW ALBUM COMES OUT IN MAY!!! God, I've been following the updates on GD and GDA's site like a madman, because things seems to be happening fast now! There's something new with Green Day every day, and it's soooo awesome.
I can't wait until I sit there, album in my stereo, and listen to it. Oh GOD, just the thought makes me high!

Okay, so maybe I should explain myself?

Green Day's my favourite band.

- Freeny

Upppdattttee from Hannnnnahhh

I have nothing to say more than that I really hope that I get better soon, I hate being sick!
It's Quinn Allmans birthday tomorrow, congratulations to him!

Oh and I need to see Twilight again,

xo,

H.

Changes

So as you see I've changed some things in the blog. Our banner photo and some colors :D

cuz Hannah was whining.. tehe.

And... the photo is really awesome. We look like that most of the time... High fiving, smiling (well, Hannah's smiling on that photo at least. I don't know what's up with my mouth on it really.)

Happy New Year, btw! :D

Here's a nice pic of us at new years eve. *cough*

bye /Freeny

Some more hating

I hate our banner photo. I don't look like that in real life. Our smiles looks so faked but the truth is that they are as real as possible. That photo was taken right after one of the best concerts I've ever been to, and we were so unbelievably happy and stufffffff.

I just woke up, by the way. EVERYONE should celebrate my name today, because it's my name day today: Hannah. At least in Sweden.
I was so stupid yesterday, we had planned to go to the movies and watch Yes Man but when we got there and we saw that they didn't show the movie at the time that I had told Frida and I realized that we had gone to the wrong cinema.
So we kinda didn't see any movie at all (we're going today instead!).

It was Jeph Howard's birthday yesterday, congratulations to him :)!

My face is awful today, I look soooooooo weird. I have these red dots and my face is swollen and CRAP.

/Hannah.

Where did Freeny go? SHE'S RIGHT HERE!

Take it easy guys!! (guy, girl... Hannah.) I'm right here!
And I'm listening to Long Day - Matchbox 20. It's awesome and you should check it out..

So, I've moved to another part of town with my dad, and I love it here. I have my own room (I used to share it with my sister - feel sorry for me)!
Merry Christmas, by the way. And unlike Horrible Hannah, I'm a Christmas-Lover!

LOVE, DON'T HATE!

Because christmas is a time where everyone has their part, at least in my family. Everyone gives and gets and everyone's just really happy :). My favourite presents? An acoustic guitar (you make me feel spoiled, dad, and I love it), and New Moon. I've already read it, but now I have it, too, and that makes me a beautiful fan, doesn't it?

Today I dyed my hair brown again. Wow, it's been... *pretends to count, but I've really already figured it out, so I'm just stalling* 3 months since I last saw you, brown hair. Nice to meet you again. *shakes... hair?* Gosh. I don't know what I'm writing...

So; Now I'mma talk FEELINGS, brotha!
My feelings are really... blurgh cacacacacaca. That's right.

That was the 'feelings'-note for the day.

And by the way; Hate can feel good, sometimes. Why? You'll just have to figure that out on your own, if you haven't already!!


*HEADBANGS TO BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE*

Enough is enough!...Where did frida go?!

Hmm,...So Freeny can't blog for I-don't-know-how-long because it's something wrong with her computer. It won't work.
Not because you actually care about that...because there is no one to care about us. We only have 1 follower on this blog and it's kinda pathetic that we're following our own blog but I think it's just to make us feel better about ourselves. To see that at least we care about us and we read our own blog and we are our biggest fans.
Pathetic. No, brilliant.

Uhmhum. Christmas was actually good this year. I thought it was gonna go to shit for awhile but it didn't and I enjoyed it! And nuh-uh that's not normal at all since I'm a genuine Xmas hater.
Hate might be a strong word, and the wrong word too...Dislike is better. I am a genuine Xmas disliker... Now: See how awesome I am! I make up my own words all the time, try to beat that if you can! Ha... I guess that's the weakest superpower ever.
And it isn't even a superpower.

I really have to stop this nonsense, it's L-A-M-E. I'm sitting here in my room, dead tired, haven't slept a bit for 24 hours, laughing at myself and my lame sense of humor and writing with myself & to myself.

It's enough. Or I'm gonna drive myself insane.
And since I'm already a bit crazy, who knows how that would end?
Not good probably.

I said enough!
Bye!

xoxo,
h.

Pointless

So I don't really have a subject to blog about today but it's this voice in my head...it won't stop screaming to me, telling me to leave a new blog post here because it was ages since last time.
Ok, please don't think that I'm a freak with severe mental issues...I might be and I might have severe mental issues but whatever. Let's get to the point.
...There is no point with this blog post, so you're just wasting away your time, if you're stupid enough (and totally awesome) to read this.

Anyhow...Where were I?
Oh, right. Nowhere :).

Soooooooo I just watched Donnie Darko (like, 1 hour ago or something) and it's a kickass movie. Seriously, I think I'm extremely brain-damaged now, in a good way that is.
Yet again I'm up in the middle of the night, it's something about night time that I just love, I prefer being up at night rather than sleeping. It's not that it's funny in any kind of way, but it's peaceful. It's so quiet and I feel so calmed down and I just like it a lot.

Christmas is coming up and I'm not done with my shopping yet!!! Panic attack next.
Not really, it's just more fun with drama and since I'm too tired (yep, I'm actually tired today, cool huh?!) to bring the drama myself, I just have to create some drama in my imagination.
In my own imaginary world. Speaking of my imaginary world; it's Sunday now and Sunday equals Jasper. lollllllll only Freeny can understand that, she's almost the only one that can actually understand how my amazing mind is working and see the true skills of my awesome brain. What's going on in my mind is totally normal, I swear.

I wanted to post a picture with this blog text thingy, but you know what?!??!??!?!?!?!?!??!?!?! <--- overdramatic, tired, pathetic bitch.
,,,,,,
I'm too tired and too lazy to do that.
So.
Nighty night.

xoxo,
h.

Snow.

I don't usually like the winter, cold or snow. But right now I really like it.
Of course my hands (and nose, for that matter) turn bright red as soon as I put my foot outside the door, but I have to say that it feels rather cozy.
I spent all day outside in the cold weather with Hannah. We made some short-movies as usual and sang xmas-songs. Yep. The big Holiday is getting closer, and I'm all too effected by all the decorating in the city and cheery songs to not sing them.

You might hear our wonderful voices someday soon!

x /Freeny

My day, the election & some rambling

This house is SO cold!
I just want my mom to come home so she can turn on the heat, 'cause I don't want another sleepless night...

This morning, I was just so confused! I looked at the clock and thought I saw something else than it actually showed, so I missed my bus. Great. And then, the next bus was 10 minutes late. I was so freezing, that when I finally got on the bus it was so hot that it hurt!

Anyways, my day was good. I was in School and after that I spent some time with Hannah. We had a super time! TEHE. And in a week or something I'm getting my glasses.
Yeah, I'm that nerdy. I'm so nerdy, that I think that glasses are cool. I wore glasses all my life 'till I was 14. And since then I've worn contacts. But I want a better economy so I think glasses will do the thing!
And I think I found a good pair of glasses, too.

So um... Yeah. You know what? I look forward to my subway tomorrow. If Hannah feels good, we're gonna have some. I love food.
My throat hurts, I'm freezing and I'll definately feel ill tomorrow morning. Ah well, it's gonna be fine. It's just those first two hours in the mornings that I could live without, but the rest of the day is going to be awesome. Or I'll make it awesome!

So tonight the election is going to be done! I'm so thrilled about hearing who'll win. But I'll be really fucking dissappoined if McCain wins. It just proves that America is in for even worse times.

And sometimes, I wonder how people really think. Hannah and I ate on McDonald's and couldn't help overhearing some other teenagers talking about the election.
Someone claimed that Obama would be some sort of relative or collegue to Bin Ladin or whatever, and that's just so... ignorant. Just because of someone's skincolor, people make up shit about them being a terrorist. It's just so fucking wrong.
Okay, these stuff wasn't anything that is for real, you know, some teenager just believed in media trying to scare people and it was nothing big, because then I'd know about it from before.

But really, if this is the intelligence of teenagers today, what does the future hold for our world?

God, I get angry about some stupid kids. Haha. Ah well, it felt good to write it off.

But it makes me worry about what is true and what isn't. It seems like media have no responsibility other than making money for their magazines and making people that aren't really in to politics, to think things that aren't really true. And that just makes us all confused, you know? And maybe it makes people vote for someone that doesn't really stand for their opinion. Everyone should just vote for the one they think can make a difference, a good one. Not the one who drives the fastest car or are the most humble.
Media is bullshit.

Freeny

zomg.

Honestly, I had a great time today. Guess what I did? I hung out with Freeny of course, what else?! Ha ha haaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Only one thing: I forgot that I have an English homework to do, and that kind of sucks because I have no idea what to write. I also have some politics crap shit @!/&%¤#¤% to write until tomorrow, but I'm gonna skip that and do it tomorrow after school with Freeny and hand it in on Wednesday instead.

On top of that - I'm feeling like hell. Really, my throat hurts and I think that I'm having a fever and ugh. I'm gonna go to school tomorrow and do my English thing and then we'll see if I stay or if I'll go home.
I'm sitting here with my computer and my coffee (because I'm so *very*nice*word* tired) and the only time I write the best is in the middle of the night, wish me luck!

Bye for now.
xx H

Fucking scene-queens.

I'm up talking to Hannah on msn. We're in Sweden so it's in the middle of the night.
I'm kinda tired.

We talked about the new "scene"-trend. You know the deal, right? Different colours in your hair, tons of make-up, slutty clothing etc. I mean come on!

Just look at the celebrities we have today.
If you're a girl and don't like to show off your chest and legs, you're simply a nobody.

FUCK THAT. I don't want it that way. I just get so angry about all that stuff! I don't want to spend two hours in front of the mirror in the morning just to fit in to some label, to look "right".

I'm rather a nobody than a somebody in this world

Ooooh, I like it.

Yeah. you're a bitch. Just so you know, bitch.

I hate that whenever I'm home alone at my mom's there's really NOTHING to do. You just walk around like a zombie, maybe annoy Emily and Sebastian for a bit.
I've read a little and played some guitar, but you know... I get bored easily. And I'm very bored now.
Hannah's a fuckin biatch from hell. Nah I'm just kidding. I miss her.

By the way, she wrote that she'll do her homework when she feels like it..
HAhahah if I ever thought that way I'd fail all my classes.

And yeah, btw I did a test about the election and as it turned out; I'm a democrat. But I already knew that. Ah well, anyways... I'm still bored.

So FUCK YOU.

Blah, blah.

I don't know why I'm writing right now, I just feel that I wanna write something.
Confusing much? I think so, yes. I tried to film one of my cats earlier today, I really want to get her caught on camera whilst she's meowing. She can say Mama and Hannah.
I'm not kidding. I'm gonna show you sometime soon, I promise.

I'm so bored. Well obviously. Freeny's at her Mom's place so she can't be on the computer as much as usual, which sucks because that makes me all alone here. And yeahh she's like almost the only one I'm talking to on MSN and suchlike because everyone else are so boring and anti-social.

I had to study really bad today but I haven't done a thing. I just don't give a shit about my homework now, who cares anyway.
I wasn't really serious now, I'll do my homework ...

When I feel like it.